I did this after spring break. I dont even know why i crush on him so much.
This all started up again when i randomly thought of him one day and sent him a message, he then asked to be my friend on facebook again. He thought i looked extremely hot in my profile picture. he recalled how great of a kisser i was, and conversation turned dirtier. He said that he wanted to get together over break. Then I found out he was going to throw a new years party, which i was invited to. Made sure it was okay with my friend Kim who i have spent the last couple years with for New Years. So we plan on going to New Years at SBB's house. I figured since he wanted to get together at some point over break, he could easily be my first new years kiss. But when i asked him, he said that he had this deal with a girl. If one of them didnt have someone to kiss on new years, they would kiss eachother.. So i get the short end of that stick. I only get a kiss if she doesnt come to the party. It kinda makes me feel unimportant. I almost wonder why i am going to the party at all. I will only know a few people, and barely at that. Only Kim will be a friendly face. And it seems like SBB doesnt even care if i go... i dont know. I want to go, cause i want to kiss him, but i am a little confused.
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