Thursday, January 13, 2011

To love or not to love

So, i know i have plenty of chances with guys, but i cant find one i want.

I read romance books and watch romantic movies. There are just all these love stories out there, but i cant find my own. Guys end up liking me, but i dont feel the same way back. Im too picky. I want what i cant have. Once i get it i dont want it. I just dont know what to do. I want to find a guy that gives me butterflies, where my stomach flutters just by them looking at me. I want something more than what ive had. I want to be so in love with someone it hurts. Instead i do the hurting.. i just wish i could actually fall in love with someone. Someone who loved me back. I want the real deal. I dont even care if i end up getting my heart broken, because at least that means i cared.

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