Early Wedding Prep

Things with the wedding are already getting crazy! We have over 200 people on our tentative guest list (yikes!!), asked everyone we wanted to be in the wedding, picking a date and flowers and my dress and bridesmaids dresses.. AHHH!! I am getting so overwhelmed already. Big thing that is getting at me... how are we going to pay for this wedding?? We have no set budget yet.. obviously we are trying to save a pretty penny anywhere we can, but we need to know what we need to stay under.

I have also learned that I am wedding stupid. I know nothing! What would I do without my family and friends at a time like this. But I am still getting stressed out about it. Mom wants to know what my color scheme is, what kind of wedding dress i want, what flowers i like, and all of these things!! I dont know! I'm 8 hours away trying to figure things out over the phone. I dont know what kind of dress i want because i dont know what looks good on me yet, i feel like that will just come when i start trying dresses on. I mean, its a lot to think about on top of a full work day with no one around to actually talk to about it.

Hopefully things get easier when I get back in 3 weeks. And me and BJ can sit down with our parents and actually set out a budget.