Bejeweled Blitz

I play this game called Bejeweled Blitz on Facebook.. but I feel like it has lost most of its appeal to me. Me and Special K always made a big deal about who did better each week, and i miss that. I miss competing over a better spot. I try to get first out of my friends each week, but its not the same. they could care less if my score was poor, average or excellent that week..

I still like to play, its an easy way to keep my mind occupied, but now it reminds me that he is gone also. Ugh. He just seemed so right for me... okay, okay, im gonna try to stay strong and not cry and finally move on. Cause he doesnt want me. he doesnt. I was just a summer fling to him, someone to bid time with. He hurt me. At least with N, i hurt myself.