Cuddling

So while cuddling with BJ, i got to thinking that I dont cuddle the same with every guy. The easiest people to compare my cuddling styles with is BJ and Stout. With stout, I would would lay faced away from him, and he would spoon me. But with BJ, i put my head on his chest and run my fingers all over his body. I could snuggle up with him all night, just running my fingers on his skin. I want to be next to him, when im away from him im thinking about him, and whenever im thinking about him I am smiling. I honestly have never felt this way before.