Wednesday, March 23, 2011

More Than a Feeling

I know that i have been with BJ for a very short amount of time, since we have been officially in a relationship for a total of 11 days, and we have been hanging out for just under a month, but I cant help but find myself falling for him. And what bothers me is that i cant talk to my rf friends about it because they dont understand the connection that me and BJ have. They didnt see me go through my relationship with nately, and only A saw me go through the relationship with Special K, but even then didnt see a lot of the little things. So my rf friends dont seem to see what i have with BJ, that he has never felt this way about any other girl, and i have never felt this way about any other guy. Yet, my other friends and even our families can see the difference. One of my friends said she could tell just by the way i talked about him over facebook chat. She said that it feels natural and right. My parents really like him, but even before they met him they were telling people they think he will be around for a long time. His parents said that he never seemed happier and to not let me go.
I've just never felt like this before, things just click with us. We fit each other extremely well. I honestly have a hard time not having strong feelings for him. I have to prevent myself from saying things to him cause i know that we have only been together a short time. But I feel this connection to him. I have stronger feelings for him than both nate and kris combined. But i know that we feel the same way about each other which is an amazing feeling. I have him and he has me, and its amazing. I have my superman.

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