Friday, March 11, 2011

Falling Fast

I like this guy. Really like him. Thinking about him brings a smile to my face. He is a cheesy romantic and i like every little bit of it. He tells me that im beautiful, that when he thinks about me he smiles, that im amazing, and of course that im adorkable. He is what i need in a guy. A cheesy romantic smart-ass athletic geek. Someone that i can cuddle up to and feel safe with, someone who i feel like i wont break in half, someone who takes my considerations into account. Even just making out with him is amazing. I am a reaction person and i definitely get reactions out of him :). I like that we are taking things slow sexually though. No clothes have come off at all. But he still manages to tease me back as much as i tease him. If he tickles me, i tickle him, or vice versa. He teases me, i tease him back. We both end up wanting more than that but i wont give in cause i know he wants to wait with things, and i wont let him give in for the same reason. Because we havent done anything more, every little thing we do feels that much more intense. I hadn't had a straight up make out session in over two years. And that is a long time considering my first kiss wasnt even two and a half years ago, and that i have slept with 4 people in that time, and kissed 7. Yet not one really good makeout session.

Last night I was at his place again. We laid in his "bed" which is currently a pull out couch.. but i am going to help him pick out a bed, most likely over spring break. Anyways, we were in bed cuddling talking for the longest time before we actually went to sleep. He made a comment about me smiling the whole time, but he just makes me so happy. He says that he likes everything about me, my smile, my laugh, my personality. Its nice being with someone who really appreciates me for me, who i can see myself with long-term. I know its still very early in, but I am really falling for this guy, and fast.

No comments:

Post a Comment