Bad Dreams..

Lately I've been having bad dreams.. I usually dont remember my dreams, and i know that i have been lately based on the time i go to bed and am waken up by an alarm in the morning, cutting my dream short, but making me remember it.

My dream from last night took me on a wild goose chase. I recall being in Bemidji, I know this because i was with my ex (N) for some reason. Just hanging out with him and our mutual friend A. It was obvious we werent together because i knew i was with K like i am. And i think I was going to school at bemidji still, that was clear cause i couldnt move into my room yet. Which led me to being at N's house.. where i saw his parents. His mom always hated me and always really liked A. So that part of the dream was a horrible reminder of that.
Then the dream turned into me at my house, my old house, the one we sold. And a cleaning crew was there, but they turned into people that posed as a cleaning crew and robbed you of everything.. This is about when i wake up. I think the second part of my dream is that i feel like my house has been taken away from me. Since i lived there my whole life, and suddenly dont have it anymore. And i know its true cause I am tearing up thinking about it.

I just hope this constant bad dream run will stop. Give me a happy dream! Maybe i need a dream catcher again. I had one when i was little, my brother made one and gave it to me cause i had a lot of bad dreams. But then i never really remembered my dreams and i blamed the dream catcher, so i gave it to my sister about a year ago. Might need a new one..