I do this thing where I let myself get really excited for something, just to have things fall through. I get hurt every time. I get up hopes up high just to let it crash back to the ground. Happened now.
It doesnt help that currently i'm dealing with the stroke my grandpa just had, and i dont have MY room at MY house or even have my normal room here, and i'm probably somewhat stressed about the trip to NY, and its just difficult..
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