I am just in this horrible mood currently. Half of me wants to cry and the other half of me is an undecided emotion. Doesn't help that my guy is oblivious to that kind of stuff. And although he said that he would keep me entertained and text me, long intervals happen, one lasted an hour. I respond then nothing. And i hate having to send another text just to get an answer back. He has also been jokingly asking me to visit him all day. He doesn't understand that if he doesn't seriously ask me, that i wont go. I need to know that he really wants me to visit and it wasn't just a thought that floated through his head... I don't want to fight for his attention, cause i want to give him his space so that i don't suffocate him or anything. I like him more than i thought. And i therefore am second guessing a lot because i don't want to do something stupid and lose him. But i am not that good at reading him, and he isn't very open about his feelings, and i just don't know what to do.
I've been in this weird messed up mood since about 5 pm this evening. And Mr. Clueless over here seems oblivious even though i told him i was in a mood. I just want him to show he cares more.. And the half of me that wants to cry keeps showing its ugly head..
He told me he wants to give you space until you feel better?
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