Changes

I was really not expecting today to go how it has been. I was all prepared for the rainy weather, which was matching my mood. But Konfused, apparently now not confused, asked me out. Trust me, I was not expecting this in the slightest. But that obnoxious, frustrating, somehow sweet guy realized I was worth it in some way or another. Just as the weather is starting to clear up, and the sun beginning to show its face again, I too am in a better mood.

Now just to see how long it will stay, since I am moving out of my dorm today and away from the freedom of college life. I will be leaving a friend that I have just recently made, but love to spend time with. And i will be moving into a house that I feel like a guest in. Only 3.5 months of summer though.

Summer will be a mixed blessing. Summer means my time with the guy, but not with my friend. But school will mean time with my friend, but not with the guy, who will probably be leaving in October. I suppose I should just let things play out how they will. I've always been bad at that though. I like to meddle with my own life. Hmm.. Wish me luck.

~Nooblet