Saturday, July 17, 2010

Living Conditions

I dont want to live here anymore. I feel like I cant be myself. I live with some family friends. In fact my dad's best friend. But they have specific views on things and it is driving me crazy. I feel like every move I make is being watched.. and I'm not joking. I had to work later than usual the other night, and I let them know that I wasnt going to be back for dinner. So when I got back to the house, and heard them eating in the kitchen, I went upstairs. Then Lu comes into my room later that night saying something about how it would have been nice if I had come in to say hello.. But the way she said it made me seem at fault. And today she came in and said that I cant eat in my room. Its not like I bring meals up here or anything. I have a bag of chips. Thats all. I just cant stand not being able to just be myself. The only mess in here is my clothes and stuff which which is more just clutter at the moment, and will leave as soon as I do. I'm just so frustrated!

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