The other day, when i was bored. I read all of special k's notes on facebook. That combined with the fact that i know he has either broken up with his ex's or its been mutual. And he wants to move out West. He should have an interview for one of the places he applied for soon.. He wants to travel. To see the world before he settles down. He doesnt want a leash. And i'm starting to think thats what i would be. He would try to run too far away and be tugged back. He wants away from here. And im stuck here, for at least two more years. So, im waiting.
I'm waiting for the heartache, the pain, the loneliness.
I'm waiting for my life to once again be a wreck.
Its just a matter of time until the hurt
and again my life will be torn apart.
I just dont see us working out long term. I feel like i would be a weight, preventing him from his goals in life. I guess its a wait and see thing, cause he is gonna have to get rid of me when the time comes, if it does.
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