I hate crying.
I like crying when i can watch a sad movie and need a release, but not this crappy mood, cant help but cry stuff.
And there is no point in telling Special K that im sad or anything cause all he says is that there isnt anything he can do but text hug me.. So i dont tell him. And his memory is so bad, he doesnt even remember when i ended up crying in the tent this past weekend.
just UGH.
the one plus of my super emotional ex, was that he picked up when i was in a funk, even over text, and asked me what was wrong and what he could do.
K just gives me space.. which doesnt help me much in relationships. There is already too much space. I dont need more.
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