I can feel myself putting walls up. And I really havent been trying to, but I need reassurance from him that i'm currently not getting. And im not going to ask for it. So i can feel the walls going up. Which is never a good thing. I know its just gonna create distance, yet I cant stop myself.
I cant stop myself from over thinking, from hurting, from questioning, from distancing myself.
And what makes things so much worse, is that i doubt he even notices the change.. so i am really just causing myself the pain....
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